losing my balance
i few weeks ago i was in colorado. alone. with a bike. and a car.
and i was at peace for the first time in a very very very long time. in fact, i didn’t really know i wasn’t at peace until a few days into that trip and i felt something in my heart and soul that i almost didn’t recognize.
and i tried very hard to hold onto that upon my return.
but it’s slipped away.
i look at the pictures, of which there are few, and i can remember a peace, but i can’t get it back.
and its starting to affect me physically.
never has emotion or stress changed how i feel or used my health as a means to get out.
so today i’m flooding myself with calm.
and ridding myself of toxins.
or trying to.
i’m trying to get back on the road to peace.
and dreaming of when i can once again find my home.
